[Verse 1]
I can’t help but to think, that this was all mistake
Wake up with a headache, trying shake off last night’s drink
Trying to recollect, I guess I must have saw you in my dream
But it felt so real, you know the whole spiel

I was out with so and so, we were doin such and such
I miss you so damn much, even though I hate your fucking guts
Try and let it go, it’s over, but it feels like apart time
No silver linings, I’ve been blinded, kept lookin up to the sky

Having a hard time, and I know all the fault’s mine
Could’ve been the greatest of all time, never had the balls to try
My own biggest enemy, dwelling on some old memories
Just looking back feels so much better than what’s ahead of me

Eventually, I roll out of bed, still trying to find my feet
Something still bothering me, I’m hobbling
Like I’m taking my first steps, I’m a nervous wreck
I don’t know what to expect, no idea what’s coming next

[Hook]
Can someone hear me?
I know I am hard to see
Starting over completely
Now I’m so far away

[Verse 2]
I moved away, like I said I would
I’m capable of shit you’d never thought I would
Out on my own, and yeah the nights are kinda cold
But the numbness in my toes, is better than in my soul

Feeling 23, with the whole world in front of me
Time to be what I wanna be, but underneath
It still feels like a mistake, I wanna show you who I am now
I just can’t stand how, I’m still trying make you damn proud

I’ve tried to go without you, but something just stands out
I got a plan now, I think I finally understand now
I’m ready to be your man now, wanna show you how I’ve changed
I read a bunch of books and lost a little weight

I’m in another dimension, and everything is so different
I know you don’t care now, but all is forgiven
I faltered and descended, until I altered an ending
Where it’s just you and me, I think we should re-start from the beginning

[Verse 3]
She sits across from me at this diner, she looks beautiful
I can tell she’s sort of nervous from the way she picks at her cuticles
I ask her how she’s been and she says “you know, the usual”
It’s awkward for a moment, then I say “I want to be with you”

I think that caught her off guard cuz she spit out her coffee
Eventually we get to talking, and it feels like the old times
Until I tell her I want her back, cuz what we had, is hard to find
She says I don’t get it, she’s engaged to this other guy

So much for happy endings, what a plot twist
Some sort of inner conflict, between a realist and optimist
Feels like something’s caught in my esophagus, I cough a bit
I look around and realize you weren’t there, I was alone

In some bar, in some city, with some people I don’t know
Visited by your ghost, cuz I let my past haunt me,
The future is daunting, it’s hard to start over
But I step outside today, with all this weight off my shoulders